*What I Think About Public Speaking Course For Me*

            I think this course is very good and give many advantage to persons who take it. This course really good for me to improve my language, spelling and writing in English. This course can increase my confident level when do the presentation in front of peoples. Normally, I or other peoples will feel scared and nervous when should do the presentation and this course can help me and other peoples solve the problems. It also can increase my speech when I talk in front of other peoples. Normally, when we talk in front of other peoples, we will hum because we nervous and not confident. I learn how to persuade other peoples to listen what we want to say. This course also teach us to work in groups and cooperation of all member in team are very important to create harmony. I also learn how to work in pairs and we must understand our partner to make a job easier. Before this my spelling and language not good but after I take this course I feel my language and spelling better than before I take this course. My writing also improved and better than ever. What I learn from this course is when we do the presentation we must have eye contact with other peoples in front of us. I also learn how to speak and answer the questions spontaneously. I learn how to speak spontaneously using the goods or things around us. This course give a little of the pressure and we should prepared of mentally because if you cannot handle it, you will become stress and pressure. This course also can help me in the future when I want continue my study or when I work. If I continue study, I can do a better presentation than this. Maybe I should do the presentation at work later and at that time, I can use my knowledge about the presentation.

*My Memories In Public Speaking Class*

            I have many memories in public speaking class especially with my friends. Actually, I not really remember but I write what in my mind. First day in public speaking class, our lecturer explain about public speaking and what we have to do in this class.  We have five presentation and one assignment blog in this class.  Our presentation are informative speech, forum, persuasive speech, inform to speech and group discussion. The informative speech we do as individualy, forum we do as group in five persons in one group, persuasive speech we do as partner in two persons, inform to speech we do as individualy and group discussion we do as group in three or four persons in one group. When we know we have to do that, I  and my friends really scared and nervous. After the first class, we start thinking we cannot do it and cannot past this subject because we not good in English. When the our first presentation, i and my friends become really scared because before that we never  do presentation as individualy and at that time we feel headache, suddenly the body become hot like want fever and suddenly our stomach ache and we fell want go to the toilet. It so funny when i think about it. This situation not only happen at our first presentation but also another presentation. I most like the inform to speech because it so funny when my friends do the jokes during their presentation. They action like they not scared and nervous but just their own self know what in their heart. I also like the informative speech because before, during and after presentation we take many pictures together and suddenly i feel we are very close. That day is very happening because all of we very cool and sporting. I feel this is our sweet memories together and we should remember this memories forever while we already finish our study.

*My Dream*

All people have their own dream. I am also having my own dream. If my friends or other people ask me, what my dream. I will answer my dream is just want my family life happily. Actually, I am still like other people, I am also having my own dream but I have to forget it because my mother do not likes it. I love the arts and literature very much but I should forget it. Actually, I am very sad because I cannot achieve my dream, while my friends can achieve their own dream. My mother want me for study accountant course because she said if I study it, my future will be bright but I really do not want. How do I take this course because I hate calculation and number. So, how should I do. Finally, I just follow what my mother want and study accountant course. My mother said, the interest is eventually will come by itself but until now I am still not like the calculation. I follow all what my mother ask because I trust her. I know what she did and choose for me was the best because with the blessing of a mother I would be successful in the world no matter whatever I do. I do not want anything in this world, I just want to be an obedient children and I want my mother happy. I do not care if I am not happy. If I happy, but my mother was not happy, then what I get, I just only get the sin. I do not want my mother sad and cry because of me. From beginning until now, I follow what her ask and want because if she happy, I will be happy too. My family like my soul because I cannot life without them. My parents are everything because I just only have once parents in world.

*My Challenges In Public Speaking*

When we talk about public speaking, I and my friends think it so difficult to do because we should speak in English. First time when I speaking in front other people, I really do not like it because feel it so difficult to speaking in front many people. But eventually, I feel the public speaking not too difficult if we have more confidence. I have many challenges in public speaking not only before public speaking but also during and after public speaking. The challenges before public speaking is I always not have much time to be prepared because I have another commitment such as quiz, test, assignment and another presentation. When I make the last minute work, the problem always will come. After I finish make the work in laptop, then when I want print, suddenly the printer not work. These situations make me really angry. While, the challenge during public speaking is all the preparation not work. The planning not work because I really nervous. So, during the public speaking I do it spontaneous. When I scared or nervous during public speaking, the planning not success because of my weak confidence. Lastly, the challenge after public speaking is other people opinion about my presentation. After public speaking, I was a little happy because I finish the presentation, but I am still scared with other people opinion. I do not know they like my presentation or not. If they like my presentation, I am very happy but if they do not like, I am very sad.

*My Opinion Regarding Persuasive Speech*

I think persuasive speech is very difficult for me because I have to persuade other people for listen what I want talk and look my product. That is why when I know I should do this, I become really scared. First think in my head is what product should I choose and how I should do for persuades other people because I really do not know how to do it. When I think about that I feel like going crazy. I not confident with myself and I feel I cannot do it. I have one week to prepare before persuasive speech start. I and my friend start think about our own product and we decide to choose Roselle fruits. Then, we think what we can do with Roselle fruits and we decide to make jam and juice from it. The difficult part is packaging because we should think our own packaging. For that, we go to shop for buy anything suitable for our own packaging. After that, we back to our home and start make and print our own packaging. This is really difficult part because we should do many times to get the real and suitable packaging. When our products packaging complete, we feel very happy because we do it well. After that, we think about our speech to persuade other people for listen our speech and interested with our products. That day, I cannot sleep well because I feel very nervous to wait tomorrow morning. Finally, we go to IT Lab to present our product. Before and during presentation, I really scared and nervous but later my confident came little by little. When our presentation finish, I feel like my heart free. Persuasive speech is good way if we want gets the confident and we also can increase our confident level with it.